My rant about The Mish

hi internet 

my papers will be submitted in 2mo.

WOWZA

my latest mind argument was that I don't want to leave my mom and sisters. 

They neeeeeeeeeeed me.

all of hell will break loose and sydney will dye her hair purple.

this is syd (on right), she is mean now

i'm so dramatic.

i've received the same counsel from like 12 people over several weeks.

they say 

"Trust, Kiera."

i finally get it. 

when I get set apart, I will get set apart from all of my fears and peace will consume me. 

IT WILL BE OK BACK HOME. 

18mo is not that long and it will go by fast.

the lord keeps his promises

missionaries are PROMISED that if 

we will go and serve with all of our

heart..

might.

mind.

and 

strength.

that he will in turn bless us.

i will miss my music,

boyfriendS, 

my motha,

cute amy

and spoon collection 

but these 18mo will mold who I will be throughout the rest of my life. 

i will be a better mother, wifey, 

&&&&

a superstar.

so.....

if you you have EVER had a trickle of desire to serve,

GO.

if you have received your answer

and begin to doubt those feelings...

EVEN MORE REASON TO GO

someone (you know who) knows how incredible you

will be and is going to be working HARD to stop you.

if you haven't received your answer yet, 

you're not alone.

I remember 

praying 

and praying 

&&&

praying 

ANDDD

PRAYYYIIINNNNNGGGGG.

the Lord trusts you,

 He has shaped you your whole life 

and He knows that you will make the right choice.

yaa, 

i can choose to not go and fulfill my senior award and be 

"Most Likely To Get Married First",

but I know my answer and I finally trust.

stop doubting 

start trusting

calligraphy is my new hobby

I WILL MISS CELENA

AND LINDS

always CTR

2 more weeks of HS.

so much attendance school.

thanks and sorry for readin